A change in me

I really feel a change in me.

Is it because I just turned 18?

Now in my mind I got so many things that I want to do.

Lately,I have doing so many things that are of my 1st time in my life time.

I find them cool!

My first Sheperd Pie.

Painted my nails with my first bottle of BLACK nail polish.

Changes I see in me : I start to like hiphop music/pop/rock

I attend dance lessons.

I do what is neccessary even when I bloody hate it.

I try to look at what i gain instead of what I lost.

I try to cook more.

I try to read more.

I try to learn more.

I got so many things going up on my mind.

I am starting to plan my september holiday.

SHOULD I : 1)Go thailand?

(I really feel like going overseas with my friend.)

(but i feel like going taiwan ><)

2) Malaysia?

(Even if I don't get anything,it is ok.Since no air tickets are involved.)

3) Stay to -Chiong my dance.

-Bio/M/Acc

-Catch up with friends.

AND I AM CRAVINGS FOR - Final destination 4.

-Jack neo's film.

- More books =))

See, I really got so much things that I really want to do.If only I can fulfill them all =))

*Clasp my hands*

*Father,tell me which one is better for me...Amen*